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Create what you want

There is The Secret, Moses code, Abraham Hicks and other schools of thought on Manifesting.
They have been out there for a while...... but why is
manifesting what we truly want still hit or miss for
us?

Consider these notions.....capacity and your ability
to destroy
.

Can I create? was never the question. We are creative beings. We created everything in our life. Everything.
Correction.
We co-created everything with this giant fax machine which seems to replicate outside in physical form our internal thought forms.
Call it "god" or replace with X40.2 if you don’t like
the word God.

But we did design our blueprint.
That’s when part of us protests…....whoa, wait!
Then why did we create loneliness? Powerlessness? Pain? Scarcity?
Why not abundance? How about ease, instead of effort?

How about instant manifestation, for crying out loud?

We said affirmations until our face turned blue but nothing changed. Why?

Consider .....capacity and your ability to destroy.


Capacity

We only manifest, what we really, really, really believe we can actually receive or have.

There are countless stories of people winning lotteries and spending it all in ridiculous span of time, then back to poverty again.

The Universe is reflecting back to you what you believe you can have. Not what you give lip service to. What we believe we can have is our havingness...our perceived capacity.

You wouldn’t go buy exquisite furniture to fill a mansion if you have a one room run down shack. Would you?
You also find you only have money to live a run down shack lifestyle. Why?

The universe is giving you what you believe .
In theory, in principle and reality we CAN have ANYTHING we want and we DO have capacity for unlimited abundance.

So what controls our Capacity?

Lies

The lies crammed into the space, limit our Capacity.
Let me say that again…. all the lies cramped into our Capacity space limits the space.

Lies that make our capacity look like an 8 ounce bubble when your capacity really is this endless field with no horizon. For every single one of us.

The Lies we have hard time….Destroying. We don’t see the lies.
What we see as our truth, is really someone else’s. truth. True, for them maybe. Lie ,for you.

i'm not good enough for it.
The #1 killer for most of us)

well, i really don’t want that.
Maybe it'll make your family or friends look bad because you are getting what they couldn’t. Then to make them feel good you make a misguided sacrifice.

it'll make me look materialistic
jesus! you live in a material world! Wanting material things is not same as needing it.
Attaching one's identity to the material things maybe the only problem here.

All these Lies are self limiting.

We will explore more these in a bit, something else first.

Destruction, is the mother of Creation

Your ability to Destroy is your ability to Create .

I don't mean going out and trashing someone's place or stuff. I mean destroying or bringing to end a mental pattern or stream of throught(s) that don't serve any"good. For you or people around.
Letting it go. Permanently. That is it's destruction.

Your ability to destroy what is not true for you or doesn’t work for you anymore.
Destruction also creates....Space. For the new.

By destroying, ou are done with it, in all its traces
and forms. Not attached to it anymore.

But how do you destroy the lies?

First you have to come to a point to….SEE it.
See…a lie for what it is. Become aware of it.
Awareness, defeines in my mind, is Noticing...without
judgement. Especially judgement of oneself.

Your Awareness destroys the lie.

Awareness is a simple but very power device which
has built-in arsenal to destroy lies and deprogram
the programming.

Awareness is simple…just notice. Simple.
Judgment or any sort, positive or negative, creates a
Charge...which will perpetuate that lie.

Just notice.
Then, take a deep breath……breathe out…letting it go. Seriously, that’s it.

For those of you who are cerebral like me and need a ritual, there is a tool used in some schools.
A Rose.

Sit some where comfortable (please don’t be driving). Close your eyes. Take a deep breath.
See a rose with your mind’s eye…throw the lies (the energy or feeling of it) you noticed into the rose.
Explode the rose.
Poof, that’s it you are done.

If you couldn’t explode the rose or had a hard time doing it, usually it means you are having a hard time letting ‘it’ go.
Try one more time. If not, that’s ok.
Really it is.
If you cannot let go, it’s just not time, yet.

So what kind of lies are these anyway?

Who’s behind the wheel ?

The one who drives is the one who controls where the vehicle goes.

Who is controlling your capacity to have?

We presume we are.
It's a lie. Not always.

Often we live our lives to make someone else happy.
To live someone else's dream. Maybe for a mother, father, spouse or doing something society will consider being a "nice guy" or a "good girl".

The stance “Oh well, if it makes them happy I’m happy” is not only disservice to your Spirit but
also a big bullshit.

We self sacrifice to make someone else in our life happy. They maybe dead and gone but we are holding on to their limiting beliefs for them. It’s theirs, not ours.

How you can tell you are living someone else's dream?

Usually, by the struggle. It takes a lot of effort to accomplish your dream or your plans seem to keep falling apart.
When you are in touch with yours...it flows.
You are also happy (what a concept!).I

Failure is often feedback. Find YOUR passion and you tend to stumble into your purpose.

Self Image

Your self image is another factor that controls your capacity.
How you see yourself controls what you believe you deserve and don’t. Or the quality of your relationship with you.
Let me put it another way, what you see yourself through, controls your capacity.

What is the difference?

You see yourself ***through*** the lies which say who you are.
So you don’t truly see yourself. If you could, you see that you are spark of divinity.

In divinity there is no scarcity. Only abundance.
Your self image also controls the thoughts you think and the feelings you feel.
(yes, that’s why those affirmations you did last time didn’t permanently curb your negative thoughts)

Using Spirituality against yourself

One of my teachers used to say, you can’t use your awareness against yourself.The trap that comes with delving deeper into spirituality is this mass consensus on pulverizing Ego.

The result is more you want to put yourself last.
Followed by the resentment of short changing ourselves.
Sorry my brothers and sisters, we do it to ourselves.
We engage in a win-lose relationship. Others win, we lose.

How about win-win?

What you hold on to, holds you down

We seem to hold on to Pain, resentment, regrets and other forms of handicapping energies. We are adept at holding on to pain and painful incidents.

Why???

I wouldnt know why.
Who knows, something masochistic as a.. .Reminder.

There could be this misguided notion to hold pain
as a 'post it' note so you will never repeat it.

Clever. But a slight problem here.
The universal law says, like attracts like.

So we ending up attracting MORE OF THE SAME.Y ou attract more of what you hold on to.

If it’s pain, you get more of that. If it’s peace, you get more of that.

Where do we go from here?

If you look at people around you, some have no problem creating wealth but have problem with relationships. There are ‘unlucky’ with it or feel lonely in relationships they find themselves in.

Some are ‘lucky’ in relationships but struggle with money. Then some who struggle with creativity and passion.
Not everyone have the same struggle.

That’s why you find getting what you want is easier in some areas and struggle in others. Those challenging area is where you might want to ask the questions…..

Who I’m I creating this for?
Do I really believe I can HAVE this?


Reversal of perspective

A
lso, consider this notion - see manifestation as a tool to get know... YOU. Not, a prove-it test.
Know thyself.

If you "fail" it is really feedback.

Reverse the notion that getting something outside of you defines who you are (inside).

Instead, consider....you are creating Outside from Inside.
When we sometimes fail we may come to realize
what you saw as your dream was not yours in the first place. Maybe it was someone else's aspirations for
you.
In such cases, You didnt fail , you got feedback.

Sometimes this is so strong and pervasive that
people build their identity around this.

When one fails and one's entire identity comes crashing. But what really happend was that all the
Lies fell apart.
Bringing you closer to the....real You.
Like a teacher once said "Know thyself".

These days, the Planet herself is goes through Destroying – letting go of what is not working particularly what is Toxic.

We are called up to do the same…detox…our body, thoughts, feelings and relationships that limit us of our true brilliance. Our inner divinity.

The question which begs focus is not what we are leaving behind but…..what do I want to create?





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